I hate the mirror and seeing my face,
Constantly thinking I'm a disgrace.
My insecurities, milk spots and teeth
I'm so much more, underneath.
All the time I feel so low
Trying not to, but living life silo.
Wanting to be social, more like 'me'
That fear of the phone I can't shake free
Coming home to a place so empty,
Nobody there to greet me on entry.
I want someone with all my heart,
Feels like I'm missing a crucial part.
I know there's somebody right out there,
To whom I can be with, love and care.
Kind of feels like I'm wasting my life,
Oh when will I find my future wife.
I spend too much time at work, it's mad
I can't seem to help it, I know it's sad.
See I've got no reason to come home,
It's that feeling of being alone.
One day we'll meet and greet you'll see,
And maybe just maybe you'll fall for me.
Not just what you see here in my face,
Perhaps I'll manage to make your heart race.
I think I'll still find a love pure and true,
One to feel just between me and you.
I think it will grow, be happy with family,
Maybe you'll walk down the isle to me gladly.
Till then I know I've got some growing,
Deal with these insecurities showing.
A confident man with no worries in mind,
I'll just keep looking, hoping to find.
